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Time passes by and I’m starting to drown…. not contented in where I am now…. Can’t feel any air around…. so much fun and so many frowns…. just wants to get out….. But still trapped in a white shitty box!!!!

Things hold me back…. feels bad to lose touch….  they’ve been there all the time…. can’t just forget them like that…. they picked me up in my lowest….. And laughed out load in my highest…. Surely missing them will hunt me…. And night’s coldness will be felt inside out….

But I want to feel alive again…. life that was taken out of my sight…. corrupted by claws of monsters that roam in the night…. all wearing fucked up masks…..pretending seriously working ….  While happily destroys my humane side…..

I wish I could turn back our old times… when I was just playing around…. giving happy thoughts… sharing smiles and singing out loud…. but now I just wanna get out… to at least save my dying heart…. I will definitely miss those happy days…. but at least I’ll once more be alive!!!!!

Goodbye my real friends… but we’ll still gonna be together someday….distance will change things…. time will change faces… but one thing is for sure…. where ever i am…. i’ll always be the same person who once made you smile….mhuwaks!!!!!